Destination: Reality
The United States of America on college education
Student: I'm not going to go to college because I don't want to go into debt.
USA: YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT. YOU'RE GOING TO AMOUNT TO NOTHING YOU FUCKING SCUMBAG. YOU'RE THE REASON WHY MY TAXES ARE SO HIGH.
Student: I'm just going to attend a small community college instead.
USA: HAHAHA YOU WERE TOO STUPID TO GET INTO A GOOD UNIVERSITY. ENJOY YOUR MCDONALD'S DIPLOMA.
Student: I attended a four year university and received a diploma in a field I am interested in. Now I am $50,000+ in debt.
USA: YOU DUMBASS. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU GO TO COLLEGE WHEN YOU KNOW YOU COULDN'T AFFORD IT? YOU DIDN'T EVEN CHOOSE A USEFUL MAJOR EITHER. GOD PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE ME SICK.
Working Hard for my Moneyyy

i have been working for over a month now at my school. and i must say, it gets pretty hectic and out of hand.

now don’t get me wrong, i have NO problem with hard work but i do have a problem with people taking advantage of me because i’m the new kid on the block!

before this month, i was the only one who worked 6days a week…that’s a problem seeing as that i’m only allowed to work 20hrs a week and no more than 5hrs a day. so basically i have days where i get dressed…go to work and only work one hour. WTF?!?!?!!??!?!?!

and another thing…where in my job description does it say..”student will have to go run run errands and buy chocolate for other co-workers….[ this isn’t including my fav co-worker D :) ] but all those others can suck eggs thru a STRAW..

ok…i’m done LOL

i really miss him…::officially missing you::… €

10.may.2011

today was an overall good day. long but good. i think i have a crush on someone that i probably shouldn’t but OH WELL…life goes like that sometimes. anyways im starting to realize that people will always and only be as “real” as they want. HOWEVER i can only be me…and at the end of the day, thats all that matters. ::secure::

“Teachers” vs Teachers

i hate when people refer to themselves as “teachers or educators”. i have a lady who stands in front of me for an hour in thirty minutes and says everything about absolutely nothing. then hands me a piece of paper and asks me to answer 20 questions of the top of my head about random shit she hasn’t even taught let alone spoken about! she wants me to answer them to show her what i have learned. so i gave her the paper back blank…she asks why didn’t i do it, i ask her why hasn’t she taught me anything::fed up::

Death 2 the Dreamer

reality is the death of a dreamer.

If you say, I love you, then you have already fallen in love with language, which is already a form of break up and infidelity.
Jean Baudrillard
WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Paris…so classy and elegant. It makes me think of warm summer nights under Parisian lit dark sky. ::contemporary serenity::

realistically nurturing?

i have been battling with this one for a while now. realist vs nurturing. these are two strong components of who i am as of now. and i need to find a balance between the two…but then it hit me- is that even possible?! i enjoy the fact that i can speak without a filter (while still maintaining the art of being tactful). but it seems that some miss my caring, sweet, overly nauseating motherly demeanor. yes, i enjoy nurturing and building up people, but no longer at my own expense. so that brings me full circle, is there a way to nurture a person while not tossing realism out the window??? ::wondering::