i have been working for over a month now at my school. and i must say, it gets pretty hectic and out of hand.
now don’t get me wrong, i have NO problem with hard work but i do have a problem with people taking advantage of me because i’m the new kid on the block!
before this month, i was the only one who worked 6days a week…that’s a problem seeing as that i’m only allowed to work 20hrs a week and no more than 5hrs a day. so basically i have days where i get dressed…go to work and only work one hour. WTF?!?!?!!??!?!?!
and another thing…where in my job description does it say..”student will have to go run run errands and buy chocolate for other co-workers….[ this isn’t including my fav co-worker D :) ] but all those others can suck eggs thru a STRAW..
ok…i’m done LOL
today was an overall good day. long but good. i think i have a crush on someone that i probably shouldn’t but OH WELL…life goes like that sometimes. anyways im starting to realize that people will always and only be as “real” as they want. HOWEVER i can only be me…and at the end of the day, thats all that matters. ::secure::
i hate when people refer to themselves as “teachers or educators”. i have a lady who stands in front of me for an hour in thirty minutes and says everything about absolutely nothing. then hands me a piece of paper and asks me to answer 20 questions of the top of my head about random shit she hasn’t even taught let alone spoken about! she wants me to answer them to show her what i have learned. so i gave her the paper back blank…she asks why didn’t i do it, i ask her why hasn’t she taught me anything…::fed up::
Jean Baudrillard
Paris…so classy and elegant. It makes me think of warm summer nights under Parisian lit dark sky. ::contemporary serenity::
i have been battling with this one for a while now. realist vs nurturing. these are two strong components of who i am as of now. and i need to find a balance between the two…but then it hit me- is that even possible?! i enjoy the fact that i can speak without a filter (while still maintaining the art of being tactful). but it seems that some miss my caring, sweet, overly nauseating motherly demeanor. yes, i enjoy nurturing and building up people, but no longer at my own expense. so that brings me full circle, is there a way to nurture a person while not tossing realism out the window??? ::wondering::
